Dreaming of my own space
After moving back home to go to school and making the decision to live with my mom while I do. I think I’ve come to the conclusion that as soon as I graduate I’ll be moving out. I lived by myself before and I thought that the lure of saving more money would make me want to stay. At least long enough for me to keep saving up for a house, and finding a place that I wanted to live out of the state.
I’ve been feeling like this since I’ve moved back but have just kept pushing these feelings aside for the monetary benefit. The fact that I feel stifled from living like this is really starting to get to me.
I think that I could still save money because I plan on working a third job. I consider my blog a job even though just starting out it doesn’t have the payoff of bigger more well know blogs. I’m just sad that I’ll have to put my plans to visit Japan on hold for a while. At least for another year. Which sucks. But, I can’t take it anymore.
Though I know this isn’t anything new and everyone’s parents are like this. I find it really draining, and I could be using this energy on more productive things other than trying to hold my tongue while I get ordered around to do a bunch of shit I don’t feel like doing at the moment. I’m not a child anymore. The fact that keep getting nagged at pestered I just makes me upset, and feel resentful. Which are feeling I shouldn’t have. But it’s exactly how I feel. While I don’t want to sound like I’m bashing my mother I not. I just ready to have my own space again.
I found a couple websites for other who are also looking to move out to help with making sure you have everything ready for when you take the next step in your life of being fully independent.
Thought I don’t graduate until May. It’s never too early to start preparing everything. Maybe I can still take that trip if I save up correctly.
Do you have any tips or tricks that I or other readers could use? Leave them below in the comments section.